I have forgotten how important it is to take time for things. I’ve kind of forgotten how to do it I think. I’ve forgotten to take a few moments some time during the day to think about what is going on, put thoughts and feelings into perspective and focus on the day and what is important. I’m always busy thinking about what’s next, what does she need? a nap? a snack? a potty break? What goes in his lunch today, tomorrow, this week? Is the laundry done? Did I empty the dishwasher? What should I make for dinner?
This morning during our weekly ritual of breakfast at the local joint, I got about 5 minutes to myself. Iz and her dad were out walking around saying hi to all the other diners. No one asking me for anything. No one demanding my attention. No one needing me to entertain. Since we weren’t home, I couldn’t be distracted by the daily do’s.
This last week I remembered to take a wee break after dropping Iz off for the morning. I took my tea outside and sat on our big rock, and just noticed things around me. Now sitting there this morning for my 5 minutes, I realized that I really need this time to myself, to organize my thoughts and just relax and focus.
I know that taking this time will help me enjoy all the little things. I don’t want to miss or waste a second of these years. Iz is so little still, and it will just fly right by me if I don’t pay attention.
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